Sta.sh
Tired
First and foremost I would like to state that I am not looking for attention or sympathy. I just feel like since my watchers, who are still watching me for some reason, have been so amazing over the years they just deserve to know why I haven't been drawing and posting.
I haven't been drawing much at all over these past few years. In 10th grade it just stopped being enjoyable to me, but I still sketched a bit. Over the years I even stopped sketching. A bunch of factors contributed/are contributing to me not drawing:
1) Whenever I have an idea in my head, I can never get it down the way I want on paper.
2) I honestly just don't think I'm good. I don't like my artwork and I think it's crap. (Please don't think I want flattering comments. I'm just stating.)
3) I get very aggravated when I'm drawing. When I can't draw something right or the way I want I just get really angry and can never complete the drawing.
4) I get discouraged so easily (it's not normal). I know not everyone has the same style and that some people are going to be better then me at art. That's just life. But I just let it get me so down, I don;t want to even bother drawing.
5) All these contribute to it just not being fun for me. It's not the same escape it used to be. All it does is make me upset.
I'm working on trying to overcome these things. I really am. I still love art. And when a drawing actually manages to come out the way I want I feel so happy. So I know that I can still love my art somehow and I'm really working on it. However, this is a really slow process. Because it's so much more then just convincing myself to pick up a pencil and draw. It's overcoming a lot of self-esteem problems and my thought process.
But I do still sketch sometimes! And whenever I make something I like, I post it. So I will not be leaving deviantART or anything like that. That's not what this journal is about. I am not leaving deviantART.
I am active on other sites, and you guys can always find me there! I don't give my facebook out on other sites. But I've added some of my watchers/people I watch on Facebook, and I have no problem adding people from dA on facebook! Just make sure when you request me you tell me your username so I know who you are. =]
I love you guys, and thank you for sticking with me!♥
[link] - A page with links to everywhere I'm active.
[link] - Facebook
[link] - Tumblr
[link] - YouTube
[link] - Twitter
Unrelated note: Paranormal Activity 3 was scary as fuck.
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I am a freshman in college and plan to major in computer forensics after I knock out my core classes. I'm a huge introvert who loves to read and blog. 
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